I walk into the room and my wife glares at me in a way that makes me want to run back out of the room. What did I do wrong? Or rather, what of the things I’ve done wrong did she find out about? Trying to look innocent, I sit down in my chair as my wife points the remote control at the TV and punches buttons as if it was a Star Trek phaser, and she’s Captain Kirk trying to stop a charging alien creature.

“This stupid remote doesn’t work!” my wife yells and punches some more buttons to prove she isn’t making it up.

I breath a silent sigh of relief. She hasn’t found out anything. She’s mad at the remote.
“Which buttons did you push?” I ask, thinking I’ll reverse engineer the solution and be the hero.
“All of them,” she shouts.
“I think I know the problem.”
“None of the buttons do anything, smart guy,” she says, glaring at me now like I’m the alien creature. “They don’t work. That’s the problem.”
“Maybe it needs new batteries?”
“I changed the batteries …. twice,” she yells.
“Let me see it for a minute,” I say.
She chucks the remote at me. My panther-like reflexes enable me to snatch it out of the air on the first bounce off my forehead.
“I found the problem.”
“You couldn’t possibly have found the problem that quickly,” she says with her hands perched skeptically on her hips.
“But I did,” I say.
“Okay, smart guy, what’s the problem?”
“This is the remote for the DVD player,” I say. “Hand me the TV remote.”
She whips it at me, and from the whomp sound it makes when it hits the back of my chair, I’m glad I ducked out of the way and didn’t try catching it.
“That’s the remote for the cable box,” I say.
She slings another. Whomp.
“Sound system remote.”
“Fireplace remote.”
She’s doing a full windup now. Whomp.
“Your cell phone.”
“My car keys. Now you’re just throwing stuff,” I say as she starts picking up her recliner. “What is it you exactly want to do?”
“I just want to turn on the stupid TV!” she screams.
I get up, walk over and push the ON button on the front of the TV. The dark screen brightens with a quirky sitcom.
“Thanks,” my wife says.
She puts her recliner down, sits in it and in a few moments she’s laughing at the quirky antics of the quirky family.
Life has gotten way too complicated in the quest to make things easier. When I was young, I was the TV remote.
“See if I Love Lucy is on,” my father would say from his prone position on the couch.
I’d get up and check the channels to see if I Love Lucy was on, which didn’t take long since there were only three channels on the dial. (Yes boys and girls, back in the time before dinosaurs, televisions had dials, and they had nothing to do with soap. You turned them to find a channel. Radios and telephones also had dials, and telephones were, and you can look this up, ATTACHED TO WALLS. You had to stand in one place when you used them! And televisions were sets, although you only got one—I’m as confused as you about that one.) While I was being the remote control, I’d have to adjust the volume up or down until I found the level my father wanted, which didn’t exist. Sometimes my remote control duties required me to pound on top of the TV to make the picture clearer. Let’s see a remote control do that nowadays.
In my new novel, A Death in a Snowstorm, the two main characters get caught in a primitive area where they have to survive without modern conveniences. There are no cell towers for phones, no electricity for lights and no roads for motor cars. There’s not a single luxury, but with the help of the Skipper, his little buddy Gilligan, Ginger and Mary Ann—who is the real hottie …
Okay, wait a minute. I got confused there for a minute. But they do get stuck in a primitive area and have to survive, and of course, as with all my books, that’s the easy part. More about that later.
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When I was young, I loved winter. It might have been the beauty of the world cloaked in the pure innocence of virgin snow, the way the crispness of the cold reddening my uncovered face invigorated me, the surreal way I could see my breath like the dialogue balloons of comic strip characters coming to life or that I had the brains of drying cement.
I hate winter now. It is easily my least favorite time of the year, speeding passed the trudging mud holes of early spring that used to hold that honor. Now winter is like C.S. Lewis’ Jadis, The White Witch: breathtakingly beautiful and seemingly pure, but deep down an arrogant, cold-hearted and cruel termagant (I had to use that word because my wife didn’t want me to use bitch).
When I was young I loved blizzards, and I wasn’t one of those wimpy souls who cowered in front of a window with a cup of hot chocolate and texted everyone about how hard the snow was coming down outside. No indeed. I was out in the blizzards ice fishing or walking around in the woods. I drove in snowstorms. I wasn’t afraid of snow. I had courage, knowledge of how to survive in the woods and that brains of drying cement thing. I never worried about something happening to me, and if it did then it did. Life’s a termagant.
A couple things turned me against winter. First, and most people don’t know this, winter is cold! The cold never used to bother me. I’ve fallen through the ice and waddled a half-mile to my truck through knee-deep snow with a soaking wet crotch in subzero weather (sadly the two incidents are not related). I’ve ice fished in snowstorms and sat for hours in trees with the temperature near zero, and it never bothered me. As I’ve grown older, the cold and I are no longer friends. I get chilled easily. A bone-shaking shiver will go through me that leaves me bent-over and humbled, and that’s just from opening the refrigerator door. Second, I spent a career in small county, rural law enforcement where I didn’t have a choice whether or not to go out into the weather to assist someone. And there was always someone who needed assisted. Usually it was someone out in a blizzard, ice fishing, driving or walking around in a snowstorm with the brains of drying cement.
My new novel, A DEATH IN A SNOWSTORM due out sometime next spring, takes place in the winter—I thought I’d mention that because it’s hard to figure out from the title. The two main characters, a man and a woman, are polar—pardon the pun—opposites when it comes to winter. The man, a detective, is a bona fide city slicker whose idea of enjoying the outdoors is standing in front of a window with a cup of hot chocolate watching it snow. The woman is a petite young DNR officer who grew up in the outdoors and thinks nothing of spending the night out in a blizzard. Both of them are part of me, although I’ve never been a detective or a petite young woman, but one is the old me who loved winter, and the other is the new me that hates winter. Together they of course solve the mystery. I’ll let you know more as the book’s release date draws closer, but right now it’s snowing, and I need to go make a cup of hot chocolate.
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Two is your eyes and one’s your nose,
And five is your fingers and your toes,
And four is the legs on an easy chair,
Yet there ‘s no number can compare with six.   Bert and Ernie Number Six

I just signed to have my sixth novel, A DEATH IN A SNOWSTORM published. The publisher also does audio books, so there is a possibility this novel will end up in an audio book format, which is a plus for all of you out there who regularly follow my blog and can’t read. If they do produce an audio book, I will not be narrating it. Quite frankly, I have the voice of a toad … and sadly the resemblance does not end there.

For a while, I didn’t think book number six would ever exist. After finishing book number five, I was all set to stop writing. I will be fully retired soon, and I thought I’d just kick back and take it easy. (It is one of the reasons I haven’t done many blog posts lately.) But I had three unfinished novels in the hopper already, and it’s hard to dump the hopper since I have to stand on a chair. A small voice in my head—which may be an early sign of schizophrenia—said: “The least you can do is finish those three novels.” Not wanting anyone to think that I don’t always try to do the least that I can, I set about finishing those books, and up popped a fourth novel: A DEATH IN A SNOWSTORM.

I am now almost finished with another novel which isn’t even up there in the hopper with the other three. When I wrote my first novel, HEROES OFTEN FAIL, and promptly threw it away—that small voice is a vicious critic—I never thought I would attempt another one. It took too long. It was too much work. Now here I am with my sixth novel accepted for publication, and enough other books waiting in the wings that I might have to get a bigger hopper. Writing had become something of an obsession the stories come into my head and I have to get them down of paper. When it’s going good I love it, and when it’s going bad, I think I should have listened to that little small voice after the first novel

It is said Earnest Hemingway loved and hated writing. He liked creating the stories and hated the tedious work of editing and getting everything just right. There is a lot of that in me—and that will be the last time you will hear me compare myself to Hemingway. I enjoy the creativity of putting the stories together, especially mysteries. I like laying down the clues and the false clues to send the reader down the wrong path where he’ll fall off a cliff while I laugh manically. It’s like being the person who constructs the New York Times crossword puzzle, except you don’t have to be smart and know a lot of useless stuff.

So I have novel number six coming out tentatively next spring. I’ll tell you more about it as time goes on. It’ll give me something to blog about.

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When I was little back in South Dakota, Mom was gone from our house for a couple days. I was outside playing when she got back, and when I went into the house to see her, she was sitting in a chair holding a baby.

“Meet your little sister,” Mom said.

I looked at the little bundle wrapped in a pink blanket. She had a chubby little face that went from a stern expression of deep concentration, as if she was trying to solve the Middle East crisis, to one of simple wide-eyed surprise as she wondered why she was suddenly sitting in warm applesauce. Her hands were barely even as big as my thumbs. As I marveled that people could come in such a tiny size, I gave Mom a helpful piece of advice.

Take her back,” I said.

My mom looked at me with disappointment painting her face. “You don’t like your little sister?”

I shrugged. “I already got two sisters, and they’re pretty much worthless,” I said. “I can’t see how this one’s going to be any better.” My oldest sister was downright mean, but I didn’t want to bring that up. Mom might think I was being petty. “Why don’t you take her back to the baby store and exchange her for a little brother.” I could use a little brother. Someone I could mentor, do guy things with and be mean to.

“I can’t do that,” Mom said.

“Don’t tell me you didn’t keep the receipt!” I gasped. That was Mom’s number one rule: always keep the receipt in case it doesn’t fit, and you have to return it.

“It’s not that,” Mom said in her trying-to-be-patient voice. She cuddled the little thing closer. “I just can’t return her.”

I watched her for a moment as she clutched that tiny person to her as if it were the world’s rarest gem. There was a connection between them that even a young naïve boy such as me could clearly see. A thought suddenly came to me that was beyond my few years of life. I knew what the problem was and why she couldn’t return it. Mom had gotten her from the Bargain Baby Bin! The place where they put the reduced-price babies they had trouble selling and the discontinued models. There had probably been a big red sign that read: ALL SALES FINAL, NO RETURNS OR EXCHANGES. I suspected that was where she had also gotten my other sisters, too. It explained their low quality. Mom was always hunting for bargains, but there are some things where you shouldn’t scrimp, and I would think children would definitely be one of them.

“Okay, okay, if you got to keep this one, I understand,” I said, disappointed but trying to be reasonable. “But can’t you just go back to the baby store and get me a little brother, too?”

Mom laughed. I thought she was laughing at her foolishness of not having thought of that herself, then she said. “Your father and I are not wealthy people, and baby brothers cost a lot of money. I’m afraid we can’t afford a baby brother for you.”

The disappointment crushed me, but I nodded. It made sense that boys would cost more than girls, and they must have blown a bundle already to get me. A baby of my high caliber had to have set them back a pretty penny.

A few years later, Mom brought home another baby. It was a boy and looked a lot like a little brother, but I always knew he wasn’t, because Mom had said we were poor and couldn’t afford one. It was kind of like going to the store to buy Miracle Whip, and when you see how expensive it is, you pick up some off-brand salad dressing instead. It looks like Miracle Whip and tastes a little like Miracle Whip, but you always know you’re not getting the real thing, but sometimes you have to make do when you’re poor. So it was with me and the boy baby; I made do.

I still have other siblings to offend, but I’ll save that for another time.



In The Sticks – Murder comes to Cossack County when Deputy Lyle Hoffman finds the murdered and tortured body of a woman in a rural farmhouse. The investigation will lead him down a path filled with ruthless outlaw bikers, where friends become suspects and dark secrets are brought to light.


In The Lake – Playboy billionaire Dyslin Coakler and his porn star girlfriend are famous for their Friday night sex parties at their mansion on the north end of Burgess Lake. When a wealthy regular partygoer is found floating in the lake with a single stab wound, the suspects start popping up like cards from a gambler’s sleeve. Is the woman a victim of sex games that went too far? Or did a jealous girlfriend of one of the woman’s local boy toys seek revenge?


Almond People – What would you do for a miracle?

Miracles are happening all over Calvin, Iowa. A strange cult known as The Almond People hands out magical blue necklaces, and within weeks the wearers of the talismans are healed of all their afflictions. The

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To say she was my dog wouldn’t be entirely accurate. She was my youngest daughter’s dog, but she went away to college, and afterward ended up in an apartment that didn’t allow dogs, and that’s when Reina became my dog.

After our last dog died, my wife and I decided we wouldn’t get another dog. That lasted until our youngest daughter—the animal lover who would later get a degree in animal science—asked for an Airedale puppy for a graduation present. We agreed and got a puppy that she named Reina. To this day I am not sure where she got the name.

We had two Airedale’s before Reina, and both of them were slightly larger than the standard twenty-three inches and forty-five pounds of a female Airedale. She would be a house dog so we wanted something standard size or smaller. Her father was standard-sized and her mother slightly smaller than standard. So their puppies should be the perfect size. We are geniuses. Reina ended up over the standard height for even a male and weighed over ninety pounds when fully grown, and nobody would have looked at her and said she was fat. So much for genetics and our intelligence.

She was the classic gentle giant. Even dogs the size of something she’d eat for breakfast picked on her. With small dogs she would even lay down so they wouldn’t have so much trouble getting to her, wouldn’t want to inconvenience a bully. All she wanted to do was be friends with everyone and everything. I never saw a bit of fight or viciousness in her.

We always said she should have been a farm dog. Reina loved the outdoors. I think the happiest times of her life were when my daughter and I took her for long walks in the woods. She checked out everything, frantically ranging out ahead of us with an unrestrained glee trying to jump a rabbit or bird, but always coming back to keep an eye on us and make sure we weren’t getting into trouble. Sometimes we’d spend a half hour afterwards picking and brushing the burs out of her curly coat, but it was worth it just to see the utter joy she had being outdoors. She loved winter, the colder the better. When my wife and I took our trip to Alaska, we decided Reina should have been a sled dog. She had the long legs and boundless energy required … and she loved the cold. I used to take her for four-mile walks in the country in subzero weather. Occasionally she would flop down in the snow and chew on the ice balls that had accumulated between the pads of her feet, but then she would be up again and ready to go. When we got back to the house she would always look at me as if to ask, “We have this wonderful weather and so much more world to explore, and you’re going to wimp out on me?” Sadly I was a mere human, and I was freezing my butt off.

If you get a dog, you can expect two things: They are going to become an important part of your life, and they are probably going to die before you. You don’t have to like it, but if you can’t accept it, don’t get a dog. It’s not like having children where you expect them to bury you. A dog’s life span is far shorter than ours. If you want your pet to outlive you, get a tortoise, a whale or a Sequoia.

Her constant panting was the first sign that something was wrong. I look back with some guilt that I should have realized sooner that all the panting wasn’t normal, but Reina loved the cold and had always had trouble with the heat. But she was panting even when it was cool, or when she was laying in air conditioning. Her energy began to drain, and at times we weren’t sure she would make it back home when we took her on walks. She had to stop frequently to rest and even when she walked, her steps were slow, strained and forced, and all the while there was the constant panting. She slept most of the time and stopped eating. I finally took her to the vet, and he discovered her heart had no rhythm to it. It wasn’t pumping blood efficiently. If she were a person they would have put in a pacemaker, but you don’t put pacemakers in Airedales that have already reached their average life expectancy. The vet said her organs were already starting to shut down from lack of a high enough blood flow. Her tongue was gray instead of pink, the whites of her eyes were turning yellow, and she had fluid building up in her abdomen. He advised me it would only get worse.

She didn’t seem to be in pain, so I took her home, and we tried to make her comfortable. The ironclad rule we’d always had about her only getting quality dogfood went out the window. We found she loved smoked turkey. She still slept most of the time. A couple times a day I would let her in our backyard for an hour or so. When she was healthy, she had run around the yard checking where the birds and rabbits had been and barking at the squirrel who would chatter at her from a tree branch. She didn’t have the strength to do that anymore. Now she simply lay on her belly, but she never slept outdoors. She had her head up like a furry black and tan Sphinx surveying her kingdom. How could one sleep in Paradise?

When she started moaning and groaning in her sleep, I knew she was in pain. Once when my wife let her outside to go to the bathroom, she stumbled and almost fell. At that point we realized what we were doing was for our benefit not hers. “Make an appointment with the vet,” my wife said, looking at me with watery eyes.

We took Reina to see my daughter one more time. Reina had started out as her dog after all. Our daughter said she had to work, and couldn’t go to the vet when I took Reina. We could have worked around her schedule, but I think she wanted her memories of Reina to be a healthy dog running through the woods filled with joy instead of one lying in a sterile vet’s office—it’s always tough when it’s your first dog. My wife wouldn’t go either. She said she just couldn’t take it, and I understood that. It would have been simpler for me to just drop Reina off at the vet’s and leave, but I couldn’t do that. A couple times in her life Reina had to stay at the vet’s overnight. Although she loved people, she hated to be left alone with strangers. To have them put her in a cage and listen to her barking for me as I left, would have killed a part of my soul I could never have gotten back. She was my dog after all, and I needed to be with her to the end.

I took her into the vet’s office, and as he gave her the shot, I petted her, scratched behind her ears the way she liked so much and assured her everything would be better in a little bit. She slowly laid her muzzle on her forepaws as if she was sleeping. The awful, incessant panting stopped, and she wasn’t in pain anymore. The vet offered to step out of the room so I could have a few minutes alone with her, but it wasn’t necessary. The limp black and tan body lying there was not Reina. It was just the shell that had held her. Reina was gone.

I went home and gathered up her beds, her toys—the Kong she loved to worry peanut butter out of—her leashes and collars, including the pink harness she hated wearing, and gave it to a lady we know who will put it to good use. My wife and I decided we are not going to get another dog. We’ve said it before, but this time I think we will stick to it. Next year we’ll both be fully retired. She wants to travel, and it isn’t fair to have to kennel a dog for long periods, and I think any dog would be a stepdown after Reina. She will be the last dog we will ever have. It’s a well-deserved honor.

For those of you who follow this blog, it’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything. If you came here expecting some humor and maybe a few laughs, I apologize. Maybe next time. My dog died, and it’s hard to be funny right now.

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We have decided that we need to lose some weight, and when I say we I of course mean my wife. I get dragged along with the same enthusiasm the Japanese-Americans had when they jumped on the trains to go to the internment camps during World War Two. I think my wife looks fine, and I checked on-line, and I am at the exact weight I should be for a guy my height and age who eats everything he wants. I’m happy with my weight, but I’ll go along to humor her, and because I really don’t have a choice.

I’ve often said that losing weight is ninety per cent mental. You have to adjust your mind and fool your brain into believing you’re not dieting. It makes the whole thing less of a struggle. And it’s not that hard, because in my case anyway, the brain ain’t all that bright. I’ll share a few diet tips I’ve learned over the years to make that dummy brain believe you aren’t dieting.

The biggest problem with diet food is it is not aesthetically appealing. Take celery for instance. Celery is so low in calories that you burn more calories eating and digesting it than it contains. It’s a minus calorie food! But your brain takes one look at it and says, “Hey, wait a minute. This is diet food!” It knows that because celery doesn’t even look like food. It looks like some kind of tiny flume you would send tiny logs down to get them to a tiny sawmill. And the color is disgusting. It is a sickly pale green color like something that comes out of your nose when you have a bad cold. To remedy that and give it more eye appeal, I fill the concave part of a stalk of celery with bright orange Cheez Whiz. The look is far more appealing, and my brain hardly realizes its eating diet food. Just that simple change in color allows me to easily scarf down ten or twelve stalks without my brain complaining. The weight should be falling off me.
Dessert is another problem when you’re dieting. Everyone likes that little sweet at the end of a meal to finish it off and cleanse the palate. The problem is, most desserts have calorie counts that are higher than the audience at a Willie Nelson concert in Colorado. You could eat a piece of fruit—okay I’m joking. Nobody eats fruit for dessert—or you could eat one of those commercial low-calorie desserts. My wife bought some high-fiber, low-calorie bars. I have to admit that even right out of the box, they are tastier than the box. But I have found a little trick that improves the flavor  tremendously. Take one and put it in the microwave for just ten to fifteen seconds. It will come out warm, soft, toasty and sweet smelling. Toss on a couple scoops of ice cream and some chocolate sauce, and your brain will think it’s some high-calorie, decadent dessert with far more calories than the measly ninety it says on the front of the box. Stupid brain.
There are other little tricks, such as pounding a steak down and stretching it out with a mallet. Your brain will think it’s a huge twenty-ounce sirloin instead of the skimpy sixteen ounce one you’re actually eating. Remember, it’s all about convincing your brain that you’re not on a diet. I’m thinking about doing a book with all these little diet tips, but first I need to run up town and get a new belt. My wife must have washed this one because it seems to be shrinking.


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My wife talks to the TV. (And not in a way you can understand such as when your football team is on the three-yard line with their butts in the end zone, and the dufus coach calls an end sweep when any fool knows you need to pound it up the gut to gain a few yards and get some breathing room. So of course when the tailback gets buried in the end zone for a touchback, you scream at the TV, “WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, YOU MORON!!??” Because you know the coach is there at the game, right now in real time, and maybe he can’t hear you, but at least he can feel the love.) She talks to people on programs that are recorded. The other night on American Pickers, one of the hosts, Frank, bought a Texaco oil can for a hundred dollars. A graphic appeared on the screen:

Texaco oil can
Picked $100
Valued $300
+ $200

“Do you really think someone is going to pay you three hundred bucks for an old oil can?” my wife asks Frank in disbelief. Frank ignores her.
Now setting aside the first rule of antiquing: Old things are worth more than new things—except for people, this is on the History Channel, so the can must have some huge historical significance, such as it was one of the cans General George Armstrong Custer used to lubricate his horse before the Battle at the Little Big Horn. But even setting that aside, the show was recorded months ago, maybe years ago because it might have been a rerun. Currently Frank is off slamming down a Flame Thrower Grill Burger, cheese curds and a Jurassic Chomp Blizzard Treat at some Dairy Queen. He can’t hear her, and even if he could, he’s either sold the oil can for a huge profit or taken a bath on it and that’s why he’s eating at Dairy Queen instead of some snooty five-star restaurant, but my wife doesn’t care. Frank needs to know how stupid he is for paying that kind of money for an old oil can, and she’s going to tell him.
My wife talks to detective shows, too. “Don’t go in there by yourself!!” she will scream at the TV screen as the female investigator enters an abandoned warehouse where a homicidal manic with a machine gun, chainsaw and a Texaco oil can, that could leave a nasty welt if he threw it at her, is hiding. “Why would you do that, you idiot!!??”
“Because the writer wants to build tension,” I’ll say. “If she had backup with her, it wouldn’t be as dramatic and scary.”
Her head will snap around, and she’ll glare at me as if I’m the one who’s crazy.
My wife is not the only one in our household who acts strange sometimes. She often accuses me of talking to myself. It’s a ridiculous misconception she has developed over the years from the numerous times she has heard me carrying on a conversation with someone when I was the only one in the room. Normally I explain it as going over dialogue for a novel, and how I have to say it out loud to get the emphasis and speech pattern right, but normally I’m just talking to myself. Sometimes I’m the only one I can find who is smart enough, or dumb enough, to agree with me.
When we catch each other doing weird things, my wife and I have this running joke about how the other one needs Nutso Pills. If I ever find where I can order some, I hope they come in five-gallon buckets.
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